The best

What is wrong if I sit down to stare at you
if I do not want to do something else
just to spend hours staring at you.
and what is wrong if I sit down to listen to you
if I cannot do anything else
just be alone
in a complete silence
to listen to you
and what is wrong if I cannot love someone else
and I tell lies to both of us
to continue
and I go with nobody and with a million
to a hotel where I bleed
and where the sun drags and sweats
It does not matter if I wait for you
because before that happens many others will find you
and you will go with them
We know that
because it is better
you can see
this is only a poem
where there is place for only one.